She begins to giggle and squirm underneath me when she tries to throw out a firm tone as she says, “Are you threatening me, Ryan Campbell?”
“You’re cute,” I continue to tease as I devour her neck with my mouth, and she can’t seem to manage to get any words out around her fit of laughter. When I pull away, she has a wide smile, but it fades with her laughter. She stares up at me and doesn’t say anything.
“What is it, babe?”
“Nothing,” she says softly.
“Tell me.”
“It’s just . . . You give me butterflies. That’s all.”
Looking down at that pretty face of hers, I tell her, “Fuck butterflies. I feel it all when I’m with you,” before kissing her. She grips my shirt in her hands, and I decide to forego the run to spend the morning making out with her.
I haven’t seen Candace much in the past couple of days now that I’m losing out on my morning runs with her. So when she texts me that one of her lectures got cancelled, I jump on the opportunity to snag some time with her even though I’m hanging out with Gavin.
In Fremont. Do you have enough time to meet me?
Yeah. Where are you?
The Barrel Thief.
In the middle of the day?
The Barrel Thief is a well-known wine and whiskey lounge that works with one of the distributors that Blur deals with. The owner called me this afternoon to swing by and sample some of the new ales he got in, and when Gavin called to hang out, I invited him along.
Think of it as a work thing. ; ) I’m here with Gav.
I’ll be there in 10.
When she walks in and takes off her raincoat, she slides into the booth next to me with a big smile on her face.
“What’s that smile all about?” I ask.
“You two are the only ones in here. Are they even open?”
“Ryan has good connections,” Gavin says, and when I kiss her temple, I tell her, “The owner is a friend of mine. Wanted to show me what one of his distributors was able to get him.”
“Where’s he at?”
“Had to take a call. Here, try this,” I say as I slide the glass over to her.
She takes a sip and says, “That’s surprisingly good. What is it?”
“Maudite. It’s from Chambly. Good, huh?”
“Yeah.”
“Figures she would like it,” Gavin says with a smile.
“Why’s that?” Candace asks him, and he responds with, “‘Cause it’s the most expensive.”
She laughs at him, saying, “You’re cheap.”
“With girls? I tend to be,” he jokes with her.
“I feel bad for them,” she shoots back, and he agrees with a chuckle, “Me too.”
I watch their banter, and I’m relieved that what happened at my loft last week isn’t playing into Candace’s attitude towards him.
“Are you drinking your water?” she asks me, and I hand it to her.
“So how long do you have?” I ask.
“About an hour before my studio begins. It’s my three-hour day and then I have to work the late shift tonight, so I won’t be over till after eleven.”
“Okay,” I say as I reach over to hold her hand.
“Hey, Candace,” Gavin says, and the next words out of his mouth come as a shock to me when he tells her, “Look, I feel bad for the shit I said the other day. I’m sorry if I embarrassed you.”
Never have I seen Gavin own up and apologize to anyone. It’s out of character for him, and I appreciate that he would do that.
“Thanks, Gavin,” she says to him, and I can see that she appreciates the gesture as well.
“It was a dick thing to do.”
“Don’t worry about it. Really,” she tells him.
We spend the rest of our time chatting about nothing in particular, and then head out after making plans to stop by Gav’s place in a few days.
When I pull up to Candace’s house to pick her up, I see her roommate’s car sitting in the drive. Candace has been trying to avoid her for the past couple of days after Kimber upset Candace when she told her that she wanted her to move out after graduation. I couldn’t get a clear answer when I asked about the rift between them, but I hated seeing her so upset when she told me about the conversation.
“Hey, babe. You ready?” I ask when she opens the door and steps out into the cold mist.
“Yeah.”
I help her into the car, and when I get in and start driving to Gavin’s place for the party he’s throwing, I ask, “How’s everything with Kimber?”
“She’s been in her room all evening. There’s just nothing to say.”
“You could at least try talking to her,” I suggest, but it doesn’t surprise me when she shuts down the idea.
“It wouldn’t do any good,” she says softly as she looks out the side window. I reach over and pull her hand into my lap, deciding not to mention it anymore.
Pulling up to Gavin’s house, I park along the curb that’s lined with cars. It’s been a while since I’ve been over to his place, but the past couple times we’ve hung out since that awkward day at my loft with Candace, it seems that he’s been trying to make an effort, so I’m here, reciprocating.
I take Candace’s hand in mine as we walk inside. There aren’t a ton of people here yet, and she doesn’t seem to be affected as I start introducing her to a few buddies of mine. I think I’m more uncomfortable than she is, but I know what they’re thinking about her—about what I’m doing with her—and I’m already regretting bringing her here. These people know my past all too well, but for them, my past is still my present because I don’t talk to them all that often, aside from the infrequent run-ins when they drop by the bar.