I turned to face Alec. “You arranged this for me? Don't you dare lie—you arranged this for you. This entire fuckin' move has been about you. This house? You. The SUV? You. The furniture? You. Everythin' else? Fuckin' you!”
I stormed forward and brushed by Alec but he caught my forearm and jolted me back to him.
“Ow!” I shouted. “You're hurtin' me! Let go!”
Alec kept his hold on me, but loosened it slightly. “What the hell is wrong with you? Why are you being like this?”
I tried to push Alec's hand off me but his grip was too tight. “I'm not being like anythin'... let me go!”
“No!” Alec snapped. “Talk to me.”
That was the last thing I wanted to do.
“Dominic!” I screamed, using his full name to show I needed him.
Alec stared down at me with wide eyes. “Why the fuck are you calling him?”
Dominic shot out of the sitting room with Kane behind him, but when Kane saw it was me and Alec in the kitchen doorway, he closed the sitting room double doors and kept our guests inside with the music blaring.
“What's wrong?” Nico asked as he walked towards us.
I pulled my arm. “Tell him to let me go, he is hurtin' me.”
Nico widened his eyes then looked to Alec's hold on me then to his brother's face. “Bro...”
“Don't, Dominic,” Alec snarled. “Just... don't.”
He let go of me and I quickly pushed away from him. I proceeded to run down the hallway and up the never-ending staircase, taking the stairs two at a time. When I reached the top of the stairs it took me a second to remember which door lead to our bedroom.
I hated that I was somewhere so unfamiliar, and I hated that Alec threw a stupid housewarming party.
My head was killing me, and the blaring music from downstairs did nothing to ease the pounding in my skull. I entered my bedroom and closed the door behind me. I walked over to our new bed and I was grateful there were sheets and covers already on it. I knew the girls made it for us, and I knew they thought Alec was going to get some based on the revealing underwear that was laid across the bed.
I pushed it aside to the floor and climbed up onto the bed where I flipped onto my back and stared up at the white ceiling. I could hear the music from downstairs and it was picking away at my already shot temper. I lifted my hand to my face and covered my eyes, coating them in darkness to try and ease the pain in my head.
I relaxed a little bit, but seconds later I jolted as a bang sound went off during the music, followed by two more bangs. An image from my nightmare flashed across my mind, and I screamed.
You don't deserve him.
I cried out at my own voice repeating those dreaded words to me in my head. I jumped up off my bed and ran to the corner of my room. I slid down against the wall until my behind touched the ground. I drew my knees up to my chest and placed my forehead on my knees and covered my head with my hands.
“Stop,” I cried. “Please. Stop.”
My nightmare was playing over and over in my mind, and it made me feel sick with fear. I heard another bang and I screamed again, but this one was different, it sounded like something hitting a hard surface.
“Keela?” Alec's shout floated into my mind.
“No!” I cried out knowing what was coming.
I was going to see him die.
I screamed when I felt hands touch me. “Stop. Please. Leave me alone. Get out of me head!”
The hands tightened on my arms. “Kitten, I'm here.”
“Alec, just hold her.” Bronagh's familiar voice filled my ears. “It's the nightmare, she is relivin' it in her conscious state.”
“Nightmare?” Alec repeated. “What nightmare?”
I heard a whimper. “She's been havin' them since last year... whatever she went through... it's hauntin' her.”
Aideen.
“I'm fine,” I whispered.
I didn't want to upset anybody and hearing them talk even though they were talking about me, focused my mind on my reality. What I thought was happening really wasn't. It wasn't real. It was in my mind.
That was the problem though—I didn't want it on my mind.
I wanted it gone.
“She's been having nightmares? I didn't know,” Alec said, his voice broken.
“None of us did, she only told us today,” Bronagh's voice said.
I blew out a breath. “I'm fine,” I said louder this time.
I lifted my head and opened my eyes finding all of my family standing close to me.
“I heard a bang and me mind... it just turned on me, but I'm fine now.”
Alec helped me to my feet and I flushed with embarrassment.
“Please don't tell me everyone heard me?” I asked.
“Dunno, Alec kicked them out,” Bronagh said and shot a glare his way.
Alec ignored Bronagh and focused on me. “We need to talk.”
Oh, God.
I nodded my head.
Alec shot a look at the others and one by one they got the hint and filed out of our room.
“Love you,” Aideen said to me.
I slighty smiled. “Love you too.”
She closed the door after her and left Alec and myself alone in our room.
“Nightmares, really Keela?” Alec began. “Why didn't you tell me?
I frowned. “I didn't want to worry you. I thought I could handle them. I thought they would go away.”
“But they haven't?”
I shook my head. “I have them weekly. Sometimes twice a week. They're about... Darkness.”
Alec lifted his hands to his face and scrubbed them. “About what you saw?”
I nodded my head. “Yes, but also... somethin' different.”
Alec looked at me and waited for me to explain.
I walked over to our bed and sat down, but Alec remained standing in front of me.
“At the start of the nightmare I wake up in a hallway with blood on the walls and lots of turns, and lots of doors. I know the hallway, but can't remember where it is durin' the nightmare. When I wake up, I realise it’s the hallways from Darkness. I walked them once when I was pulled out of the room we were being kept in with Bronagh... Do you remember?”
“Yes.”
I nodded my head. “Yeah, well I'm there and I can hear someone callin' out to me, beggin' me to help them. I know the voice, but can't pin it to a person.” I looked down. “The voice is yours, and I learn that a shadow figure is hurtin' you and you're callin' out for me to help you, but I can't. I try… I try to run as fast as I can, but I'm never quick enough... You die in the nightmare, every time. The shadow figure shoots you in the head.”