Sitting on the bed in a tank top and pair of boy shorts, I press my hands over my blazing cheeks. Saying that was like handing a match and a can of gasoline to a pyromaniac. “I didn’t mean it that way.”
Noah chuckles. “Yes, you did.”
“No, I didn’t. I meant that...you know...there’s a limited space and you just appeared...and it’s not what I meant.” Stop digging the hole. It’s already too deep for daylight.
Will this ever cease being so uncomfortably weird and agonizing and strangely glorious? I like the glorious part. The rush of discovering something new, but I wish I could leave uncomfortable and agonizing behind.
Noah glances at me from over his shoulder. “So you saying I’m not abnormally large?”
“Yes.” That sounded bad. “No.” Somehow that sounded worse. “I’m sure you’re normal.”
The stubble on his face moves as he smiles. Noah places his hand near the knot on the towel hanging at his waist. “Would you like to have another look?”
My mouth goes dry, and I fumble with my hair pick before combing it through my curls. I’m doing my best for casual though casual seems impossible. I saw Noah tonight. “No, I think I’m good.”
“Regret skipping the conditioner?” Noah asks.
Yep. “I didn’t need it. Using too much can cause buildup.”
Not true at all. There are certain things needed to survive in life: water, food, conditioner. For the millionth time, the pick catches on a tangle, and I consider scissors. Lots of girls cut their hair short before college. Why shouldn’t I be one of them?
“Could have stayed in longer,” Noah says. “The hot water didn’t run out as fast as you thought it would.”
“Well...you know...it had been running for a while, and what type of guests would we be if we drained the water tank?”
“Uh-huh.” The bed dips as Noah sits beside me, and I don’t miss how the towel slides up his leg. Oh, God, I’m obsessed now.
“So you bolting had nothing to do with me being naked?” he asks in this I-know-everything tone, and I sort of want to wipe that smirk off his face. As I peek at him, I realize I could kiss it off.
I think of the shower and his wet body and the comforter on the bed becomes suddenly fascinating. “Not at all.”
I try the tangle again with both hands. The pick combs through the top then snags at the middle. Hard. The teeth scrape my skin, but when I attempt to pull it out, it yanks my hair, threatening to rip it out by the roots.
“Need help?” Noah asks.
“No.”
“That’s a ginormous knot.”
“I’ve got it.” Yet as I drag the pick through, it becomes totally ensnared, making everything worse, making me flush, making me want to... “Screw it!”
My hands slam down on the bed, and I sit there, utterly humiliated with a plastic growth now embedded in my hair. At least people will have something new to tease me about.
The heater kicks on, and I groan. The room teeters on sauna status. Noah shifts, and my shoulders slump when a tug on my hair causes my head to fall back. It’s as if he believes he can untangle the mess that is my life.
“It’s useless,” I tell Noah as the tugging on my hair inches increasingly close to yanking. “You’re right. I rushed out of the shower because you were naked, and I needed conditioner. Now I’m forever screwed.”
“Not forever, baby,” he says gently.
My eyes stupidly burn, and the weight of the last few days covers me like a shroud. “It feels like forever.”
He says nothing, and I’m very okay with that. Sometimes I prefer silence. My hair drifts right and left and up and down as Noah tries to repair the twisted damage.
“What if I can’t measure up?” I ask, and the pressure on my head pauses. The question even startles me.
“What?”
With Noah behind me, balancing a lock of my hair with one hand and the wedged-in pick with the other, I’m literally stuck, and I fight the urge to dash to the opposite side of the room...or the country. “Nothing.”
“Talk, Echo.”
I link my fingers together and unlink them. Noah grants me a moment of silence as he continues to extricate the tangle. As each stroke works through larger sections of my hair, I sense my reprieve coming to an end. He won’t let this go, and I’m not sure I want him to.
I drop my mouth open to tell him the truth then lose my courage. “I messed up my only hope at making a contact with an art gallery in Vail.”
“How’s that?” Noah pauses to use his fingers against the knot. “Showed them your art and they felt inferior?”
I giggle before sighing. I wish. I’ll be going home a failure—as someone not capable of succeeding on my own with my art. At least not without my mother’s help, and that isn’t an option. “No, I wasn’t thinking straight. There was a painting of the constellation Aires that was wrong and after everything that happened...the owner came out...and he asked what I thought and...I messed up.”
“How’d he take it?”
“Not good.”
“Not good like I need to talk to him or not good that you’re scared you hurt his feelings?”
“Second one, and since when do you have talks with people?”
“I’ll rephrase. If he yelled at you, I need to shove my foot up his ass.” My head jerks back, but then the pick swipes clean through my hair. “Got it.”