“About twenty minutes. Are you feeling better?”
“Yeah. I was really tired.”
“Music?” I ask and when she agrees, I tell her, “You pick.”
She takes my cell phone since she likes all my music and syncs it up with the stereo, selecting ‘Ride’ by Lana Del Rey. She sets my phone down and sits back as the music fills the car, and I enjoy the doleful, limpid melody of the song.
“You’re quiet over there,” I say after a while.
“Just a little nervous,” she tells me as she continues to watch the mist collecting on the window.
I give her knee a squeeze and say, “Don’t be.”
Seeing the unconvincing grin on her face, I decide to just let her be for the rest of the drive. When we arrive, I park the car and walk around to open her door. She’s not quick to get out, so I take her hands to help her down, encouraging, “Don’t be so nervous. Just relax.”
I laugh under my breath as I watch her fidgeting with the skirt of her dress, smoothing it down.
“Why are you laughing at me?”
“Because I’ve never seen you so wound up before.”
I take her hand and start walking her to the front door, but when she tugs back and stops, I turn to hear her say, “Ryan . . . I don’t do well around a lot of people.”
I try to coax her with my words, telling her, “My family will love you, but if you feel that uncomfortable, we can go. Just say the word.”
“No, I want to meet them, I’m just . . .”
“Hey, I’m right here. No worries, okay?”
“Okay.”
Holding her hand, I lead her inside as two of my nephews run through the entryway, chasing each other. I laugh and walk her back to the kitchen.
“Finally, you made it,” my mom says excitedly and rushes over to hug me, but I keep my grip on Candace.
“Mom, this is Candace,” I introduce, and my mom pulls her in for a hug as well.
“I’m so glad to finally meet you, dear,” my mom tells her, and she’s not even trying to hide that she’s thrilled with the fact that I brought a girl home and she isn’t some barfly.
My Aunt Carol brings me in for a hug, excited to see me, and before I know it, the kids all start flooding into the kitchen, screaming my name. I spot Sophie, one of my nieces, and pick her up as Tori and my other cousins’ husbands come in to say hi. Tori and my other cousin, Jenna, give me curious looks, and I try to ignore them, knowing they are just waiting to start digging into my business about Candace. I told my mom to discreetly tell my cousins to keep a tight lip so they don’t embarrass Candace, but I know Jenna and Katie, and those chicks are nosey.
When Sophie starts poking her finger in my ear, I catch Bailey, toddling over to me. Bending down, I scoop her up in my other arm, ravishing her neck with playful kisses as she squeals and giggles.
“You weren’t kidding,” Tori whispers to me as my cousin, Jenna, comes over to take Sophie out of my arms.
“What?” I question, trying to keep my voice under my breath.
She laughs, “She’s way out of your league.”
“Thanks,” I say with mockery.
“You know I’m teasing. She’s just . . . polished.”
“Tell the girls not to interrogate her.”
“Donna already said something, but you know how Katie is.”
“Where is she by the way?” I ask.
“Upstairs with Maddie. She had an upset stomach earlier.”
“My room?”
“Yeah.”
“Why is my room always the hot spot for everyone’s spawn when they get sick?” I joke and then turn to look at Candace, but she’s no longer in the kitchen, and I quickly realize, that in the madness of saying hi, I left her alone.
“Mom, where’s Candace?” I ask.
‘Ladies’ room,’ she mouths to me, and I walk down the hall to wait for her, feeling bad, and wondering if all that was too much for her. Who am I kidding? Of course it was. My family is big and loud, and Candace doesn’t even like being in a crowded coffee shop.
When she doesn’t come out after a few minutes, I gently knock on the door.
“Everything okay?” I ask as she opens the door. “When I looked up you were gone.”
“Yeah, just needed a moment to myself.”
“Sorry about that.”
“It’s okay. I’m just not used to . . .”
“I know.” I see that she’s a bit rattled, so I step closer to her and run my hands down her arms. “Do you need a few more minutes?”
“No, I’m fine.”
When we walk back into the kitchen, the kids are watching their movie, and the chaos has dissipated. I pour her a glass of wine, and hand it to her, whispering, “Come on,” in her ear. I lead her through the house, showing her around as I take her to one of the back rooms that looks out over the water.
We’re alone, and it’s quiet as we stand in front of the large picture window.
“Better?” I ask, and she smiles as she looks at me.
“I guess I didn’t realize how big your family actually is. I mean, you’ve told me, but . . .”
“It can be a lot,” I tell her. Having twenty of us here can be overwhelming. It’s more the women and kids. The guys are always laying low, trying to dodge the madness.
“This is a great view,” she says. “Have you always lived here?”