Jase and Mark are further down the trail, so I go back and hold out my hands for her to grab on to, pulling her out of the mud.
“You’re a complete mess,” I tease.
“Yeah, I know,” she says, almost unfazed that she’s covered in mud.
She keeps her hold on my hand, and I like it, as we make our way down to the bottom. Once there, she lets go as we continue our trek back to the car. Jase and Mark are several steps in front of us, lost in their own conversation, and it’s not long before Candace starts talking. She seems more comfortable around me, but we did just spend most of the last three hours hiking without the company of Jase and Mark. They’ve been keeping their distance from us.
“So, how did you come about owning a bar?” she asks me.
“Just kind of fell into it. When I graduated college, the economy was starting to decline, and I couldn’t find a job. So, when I found out that the previous owner of that bar was about to shut the place down, I worked out a deal with him and was able to do a slow buyout.”
“You went to U-Dub?”
“Yeah, I graduated back in 2007.”
“So, that makes you . . .?” she pries.
Laughing at her, I answer, “Twenty-eight.”
“What did you study?” she continues, and I like that. For once, I’m not having to struggle to get her to talk.
“Business Finance. So, it wasn’t too far out of reach that I would come to own my own business.”
“You enjoy it?”
“I do. When I did the buyout, I changed the whole place out and created a new vibe for it. It wasn’t before long that the business was taking off quicker than I expected. At this point, the staff pretty much runs the place, and I have a trustworthy manager, so my schedule is very flexible.”
“Sounds like the perfect job.”
“You ever been there?” I question.
“No. I don’t really ever go out.” She smiles and adds, “I’m sort of a workaholic. Jase is always nagging me about that.”
“Well, you should stop by sometime.”
“Yeah. Maybe,” she says, but I know she doesn’t mean it.
Laughing, I joke, “You’re full of shit, aren’t you?”
“Yeah. Maybe,” she repeats as she laughs with me. Her smile is perfect and that shallow dimple makes it hard to not lean over and kiss her, but this girl has walls—unbreakable ones—that I’m determined to start chipping away at.
Getting back to Mark’s house, we each take our time showering and cleaning up.
Mark and I tune in to the Washington vs. Colorado football game. Mark throws a couple of logs onto the fire, and when I pull out my cell to order some pizzas, I see Candace walking through the room and straight into the kitchen. I’m distracted when the line is answered and I’m putting in the order.
“What kind of pizza do you want, Candace?” I holler into the kitchen.
“I don’t care. I’ll eat anything at this point,” she tells me as I order the pizza.
She walks back into the room carrying a bottle of wine to share with Mark. Those two have proven to be the wine drinkers of the group while Jase and I watch the game and toss back a couple beers, but apparently I haven’t kept that good a count ‘cause Jase has definitely had more than a couple when he starts screaming at the penalty that was just called.
We all laugh at him when he runs into the kitchen to answer Candace’s phone that starts to go off.
He walks back in, total mood shift, mouthing ‘I’m sorry’ as he hands Candace the phone.
“Who is it?” she asks quietly.
“Your mother.”
She looks irritated when she heads outside to the patio to take the call.
“What’s that all about?” I ask Jase.
“Her parents are ass**les to her,” he blurts out and Mark butts in, almost scolding when he calls his name, “Jase.”
He looks to Mark and says, “What? They are. They treat her like shit and she doesn’t deserve it.”
Getting up from the couch, I head into the other room where I watch her through the glass French doors. I can hear her yelling, “Of course this is my fault, right? You are unbelievable, Mother!”
“It’s not my fault. I swear.”
I watch my father’s glare as he spits out, “It’s never your fault, you piece of shit,” before grabbing the broom and whacking the wooden handle into my back. I hear the wood splinter and crack when it slaps across my skin, sending shards of heated pain up my spine.
“Get your ass up and walk to school. Don’t ask me to drive you again. You miss the bus, you walk.”
Coming out of my thoughts, I fight the urge to storm out there and take the phone from her so she doesn’t have to listen to whatever her mother is saying to her that’s making her so upset. Instead, I stand here and watch her. When she hangs up and shoves the phone in her pocket, she sits back in one of the chairs and stares up into the sky. She’s sad. And it’s not just tonight. Underneath the few conversations that we’ve had, I can see it buried in her. On the drive to Mount Rainier this morning, she must have had a nightmare or something when she fell asleep in the back seat of the car while Mark and I were up front. I didn’t want to give it too much attention because I didn’t want to embarrass her, but she was scared. She was in Jase’s arms in a matter of seconds, and now, watching her staring into the blackness, I feel there’s more to her than she lets on.